I pushed my eyes open..and look at the alarm clock there were 2 minutes left in 5, however it was era of technology, but still I use alarm clock instead of alarm in my phone.

And then it started ringing.My alarm clock.Obviously.
I dismissed it and marched towards bathroom and then change into my sweat pants and a neavy blue tank top, after putting my thick curly red hairs in a ponytail, I grabbed my shoes and a hoodie and left my apartment for the Run.

Run.it was my life every single day life from past 13 years I was just running from myself.

I run till my legs hurt and lungs burnt.i like the way my muscles ache, burning feeling inside my body and the fire burn inside my stomach.when the sweat pools over my skin and when it come in the contact with cool breeze.I feel that priceless,warm from inside and cold from outside.I don't know how many miles I have covered but know it was all for today.so I turned and headed back towards the small apartment i call home.

I was welcomed with a warm hug.Aunt Willow was all prepared for the day.she had cooked several things for the breakfast.

"I will prepare your breakfast, you go and get fresh"she said while going towards the kitchen.

Willow was the only one in my life.she was everything to me my yesterday, today and tomorrow.she gave me the love I needed and the guidance.I don't know I could make it or not if she was not here with me, holding me.

She was the mother to me, only family I had, I never disobeyed her..never say never to her wills.
Her words were the order to me and her wills were the aim of my life.

My life was almost over after that incident but she took me with her, welcomed in her life with affection.
She always treat me as her daughter.

Though she was strict with her orders, she was the one who teach me what the life is?

She gave the meaning to my life, I wasn't aimless but I was hopeless. She was the hope and gave me the knowledge that can lead me to my goal.

The only one thing I was craving since my childhood.

"Go and freshen up"she said in very authentic voice and I nodded.

I marched to my room.straight into the the bathroom.brushed my teeth then stripped the clothes and get a hot shower.I came out of room wrapping a rob around my body.pick one of my faded blue jeans and a white t-shirt, pulled my dump hairs in a bun and I was ready.

I left my room with my phone in my hand.I wasn't the normal kind of teen actually I'm not a teen at all but phone was the need.

I joined Aunt Willow on table.she had prepared so many things but the only thing got my eyes was the cake.Chocolate cake.Why we were having cake in our breakfast.I looked at her confused mindly.

And she just walked to me, touch my hand gingerly and said"I know you forgot but"she sighed

And then she continued"Happy Birthday Serra"I stared at her, my face was suddenly pale,

I don't like celebrating my birthday but aunt willow didn't want to miss it and I don't want her to get upset so I just sit there silently.Smiling.

She tell me to cut the cake and I did then I pushed a piece of it inside her mouth and she did the same.
"I know you don't like to celebrate your birthday but you have better things to do in your life than mourning.."she said with a dull expression I was trying to read.

She sighed and continued
"You have to do so many things and you have to get ready, alright, be prepared dear, life is unpredictable "

I nodded

"Now eat your breakfast"she said with a smile

I don't know why but every time she smiled at, it didn't gave me the warmness.
It seems to be fake.

Well I was not good with feelings.may be I was over thinking.you can't just focus on a minor details when you have so much to deal.when your life is deal.

"You told me that you are going to tell me the secret. "I tell her
And her lips were now in a smirk.

"Yeah I know but you have to find it by yourself"she said in a playfull tone

"And how I was going to find about it"I asked

Her expression changed, I know she was going to say something I'm not going to like.

And I was suddenly not feeling very well.

I opned my mouth and closed it again.

I don't know what to ask.

I looked at her with What-I-Have-To-Do expression

"Well"she said and went silent

"What"I asked anxiously

"You have to be a little kind of girl"she said

I arched my eyebrow up and said
"Excuse me"and
"I'm a girl"I tell her

"I mean a little more "she said grinning

What the hell??

"What a gift for birthday"I replied her sarcastically

"You should join grooming classes"as soon as the words slipped from her mouth

I stared at her horribly,and my jaw was kissing the ground.

"No..-n..o-no-Noooo"I don't what kind of language I was speaking but it surely meant a big NO

"I won't"I said standing from my seat
"I mean I can't, how will I survive that, Aunt"

I shaking my head so faster that I was sure it will flew away if I continued shaking it.

"Ouch"I cluthed my head when the pain shoot in my neck.

"You are over reacting,
You are surely very strong and you have done things that no any Surma can do..surrely you are more than only courageous"
She said making some signs in air,

"..but Au-"but she cut my sentence off

"You need this dear"she said

Ahhh..I just can't imagine that she wants me to tolerate the torture. .
I would easily and happily jump off the cliff instead of joining grooming classes..

"But why?"I asked her
And she sighed heavily and pushed a packet towards me

I furrowed.

And took a seat again and pick up the packet.

"Open it"she ordered

"What is it"I asked in confusion

She said nothing.

I tear the opening of that packet.
And I saw some papers inside of it,and a hand written note and after reading that a frown covered my face.

And I shivered with angerness

I looked back at her and she said smirking "Happy birthday dear.."