'I've done it before, I can do it again' I thought to myself, I had slept on the streets in the past. It may have only been 3 days before I was caught by Jack but I had experience now, I would be more careful. 'I've done it once I can do it again' I kept telling myself, although it was much easier just running through the front door last time, I was struggling to get over the fence and I knew Mike wouldn't be far behind me now.

I felt mike wrap his arms around my waist pulling me from the fence I tried my hardest to hold on, to pull myself over the fence despite the hold he had on me, flailing my legs around in hopes he would let go and I would be free.

"Teagen, Calm down" I heard Mike tell me as I finally dropped from the fence unable to hold on any longer.

"Just let me go!" I beg. The fear setting in, the fear I could hurt him, the fear I would stay and hurt someone else, the fear of secure, of Megan being right.

The more I thought about everything the more scared I became and the more rapid my breathing was as I started to panic.

"Hey...Hey Just Breathe Teagen, Breathe." Mike tells me as he started to breathe in and out slowly for me to copy. As my breathing started to return to normal I burst in to tears, everything was too much I am angry at myself, sad, exhausted.

"I can't do this." I mumble.

"Can't do what?" Mike asks.

"Teagen Can't do what? What's happened?" He questions when I don't reply.

"She's right, everything she said about me is right so I have to go." I tried to explain.

"Megan?" Mike asks and I simply nod in reply. "Oh Teags, Megan's an idiot, do you hear me, she has no idea what she Is talking about."

"She does though, She's right. I'm dangerous and unpredictable. I don't want to be dangerous Mike. I promised I would never hurt the others and I have." I say between sobs.

"No Teagen, It was an accident, You are the kindest sweetest kid here and I know you would never hurt the others on purpose." Mike tries to reassure me.

We sit on the grass for a bit longer, Mike had his arm around me. I just needed some quiet time to think, to process, it has been a really long day.

"Come on, Let's go inside." Mike says standing up and offering me his hand. I took it and got up off the floor following him into the house.

I walked upstairs only to come face to face with Jody once again.

"Are you angry with me because I told Mike what you were really doing?" Jody asks me.

"No, are you angry with me because of what happened?" I ask back.

"No, I know it was just an accident. You want to talk about stuff?" Jody asks and I shake my head.

"Right wait here." Jody says gesturing towards her room as she hurries off downstairs.

She comes back a few minutes later laptop in hand.

"It's Tracy's, she said we can watch what we want but don't tell the others or she will never get her laptop back." Jody informs me.

We went into her room and sat together on the bed to choose something to watch.