This is dedicated to @Warlock67

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Now most people can deal without some sort of feeling such as love. Well, at least that is the situation for most people. As for myself, I cannot say that I can live without knowing that at least one person "loves" me. I find this to be pathetic.
My heart is a puzzle that people never tire of. They just pass it on to the next unfortunate individual. They don't tell the next one in line what the big picture is. They let the individual find out the truth themselves, and once they find out they break it and hand it off to the next one in line.
The line is slowly getting shorter and the puzzle is becoming very worn and old. The picture is slowly beginning to fade and soon people will imagine their own picture. Soon, they will make what they want out of the puzzle, and it won't be able to do anything to stop it.
But, for some reason, the line has disappeared and the puzzle is being slowly built. By the hands of a generous individual who realizes the pain it holds. They shooed away all the heart breakers and they didn't even realize it at first. They didn't know what they did until the puzzle came to life. It became a live human with feelings who was confused and lost.
The generous individual cared for the confused human who was scarred. They taught them how to be truly happy and how to actually smile. They rebuilt what they could, but they couldn't build everything. Once they realized this, they felt they didn't deserve the human. They told the human this and the human reacted differently. Everything was okay again, but what the caring individual didn't know is that the human wanted to say something else.
So, here that human is to tell you what they truly wanted to say.
"Deserve me? Of course you don't. You don't deserve a broken piece of trash that everyone judges. You don't deserve a desperate, selfish, bitch. You don't deserve that, you don't deserve me. You deserve better. You deserve someone who will always pick you up when you fall down. You deserve someone strong, someone who is able to understand you. Someone who can fulfill your needs.
This doesn't mean that I won't try to pick you up. It doesn't mean that I won't try to be strong, or try to understand you. It doesn't mean that I won't try to be everything you need.
I'll try to give you my best. I can't guarantee that I'll do everything perfectly or that I'll be everything, but I'll try my best. I'll try my best to keep you happy. I'll try my best to make you smile and laugh. I'll try my best to be what you need. I can't make any promises, but I can at least say that I'll try my best for you.
I'm going to give it my all. I'm going to do my best, and if I ever fail, I'm sorry. Please just be patient with me. I haven't had many people in my life who have truly loved me. All those that have, have been taken from me. I don't want you to leave me. Please don't leave me.
You have no idea how it hurts when you are only gone for a moment. I'm so scarred that you won't come back. I can't stand knowing that you feel even the slightest bit of pain because you don't deserve it. I hate seeing you upset, angered, or even unhappy. It hurts me because all you deserve is happiness.
All you deserve is someone who loves you as much as you love them. I can't guarantee that I will always be that person or that we will end up together forever in the end, but I can say that I will try my best for you. Because for you I'd do anything. And for you I'll try my best to be your everything.
I hope you feel the same because if you don't, then I don't know anymore. Please just say you love me too. Please continue to be my everything...."

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