This is dedicated to @Warlock67

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They say that tomorrow is a new day, and I never knew that it could actually be true. Not until today that is.
Yesterday I was alone, crying to myself as I looked around the place I should be able to call home, but I can't. They point fingers and judge, they make me believe that they truly care about me. They take me to be naive, stupid, unknowledgeable. They call me desperate, ugly, even idiotic. Then once I point out that they say those things to me, they disagree with me and try to tell me otherwise.
I cry for hours thinking about what I want, but I never can have what I want. They won't let me. The demons crawl deeper into my skin and I can't take it. They tell me love is just a game, and that the prize is satisfaction. I fall victim to false promises of those whom say that they love me. To believe I was stupid enough to fall for their lies and games.
I was too lost in what I wanted things to be, that I didn't realize what I needed.
Heartbreak after heartbreak I continued searching for what I wanted. Day after day you always tried to cheer me up, and tell me that it's okay. Yet every time I pushed you away. I was blind and inconsiderate, that was until my last heart break...

The demons got stronger. My life was pretty much in shambles and I couldn't do anything to fix it. I felt helpless, used, unwanted. The voices got louder and the people around me, in this place only got colder. Their lies began to get to me. The words cut deeper and deeper until they were all the way through. I wanted to give up on life. I felt that I had no purpose, no true meaning. That was until you barged in.
You continually tried to make me laugh. I didn't understand at the time why you wanted to waste your time on me, but you did and for some odd reason I didn't mind it. The feeling of smiling and laughing made me feel okay. Your eyes made me feel safe, they made me feel like I wasn't alone anymore.
Over the days my heart began pounding when I saw you. I was blinded all I could think of was how do I make it stop. I couldn't. It began to hurt, it almost felt like someone was trying to give me a sign and the only way I would realize it is if I felt pain.
It got to the point of where I didn't want to be around anybody else but you. I knew that was bad for me but, I didn't care. The demons came back and told me to turn away. Turn away and never look back. They told me you weren't the one, that you couldn't help me, that you were no good for me. For a moment they began to get to me, but then I thought why would they want me to turn away if it's bad for me. Don't they want me to get hurt. So using all my might I took a risk.
I turned to you for help. I look to you and told you that I needed help. Unlike all the others you tried to help me. You stood by me like a shield protecting me from the demons.
You were different, so I fell for you. You accepted me and told me that you would love me. I was hesitant at first to believe you, but today I found out the truth.
We sat there together for the longest time. You held me in your arms and I didn't mind. Your embrace was warm and when you would lightly rub my arm, it was gentle. Not like all the other Heartbreakers. For the first time in my life I actually felt loved. I felt that I belonged. I felt I had a bigger purpose in life.
Please don't leave me. I may be hard to handle at times, but for the first time in forever you make me feel something I never thought I would feel. You made me feel loved and I thank you for that.
The demons are gone and I know that as long as you are by my side they can't get to me.
I love you......
Please..... don't leave me alone....

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