U are good for nothing.

Why do you stay with us?

You have boys around you always

You are a lier, cheater, whore

Hope you were never bore and she was beating with a belt.

Suddenly i woke up from my sleep. These are the things i hear from my own mother.

I dont know why she thinks like that always in a negative mode as if sge is showing a path to follow.

.....

Final year have arrived no change in my situation more problems, more unknown phone calls more trouble.

Mr. Sam came by to teach me how he can spoil things to trouble me. I dint care to look at him or listen to his words. He is lot elder than me. I am deeply hurt by his doings. Actually i am broken forever.

I changed my number for the 15th time. I was been to police as well for some help, which was useless.

Fourth year first semister final lab exams have come and Mr. Sam did not allow me to attend my exam.

I called up verlin to pick me up. He arrived after some time.
I left the place with tears.

Every time Sam wins over.
Verlin: are u fine ?
Yea i guesd i am

I gave my number to one of my juniors who saw few dirty deeds of Mr. Sam.

Verlin and i settled in a park. He sat at one end of the chair as well as to other end.

My mobile buzzed i picked. I heard everything i just said i will meet u tomorrow i said and ended call.

Verlin was very serious and did not talk properly with me for the first time. I asked him few time he was very angry at me.

He yelled so suddenly at me " why the hell do you talk to guys" . He is my junior whats wrong with you verlin. You know how it is right.
"I dont care you talk to men other than me how dare you ? You are a bitch"

What is the matter with you. How can you talk to me like that. Dont you really know how am i?

Verlin: the whole collage knows what you are why wouldn't i be?

I left him and the park with out a single word.

How can i just blindly trust a person. Now can see the result. He just dont have trust in me.

I spoke to i spoke to jade and collected all the torn papers of final exam and warned him i have a prof and i am going to cops. You will be behind bars forever.

MR. SAM and tge collage management arranged a meeting for me. They wanted a deal if i give the papers then they will allow me to write tge finals.

I smiled sheepishly as i know their wicked plan.
If i get through tge finals then you will get these papers i said them.

They promised to do as i said.

Now i am happy actually i am. I did not lose my fight. I was very thankful to jade. Jade took me to a restro and praposed me. But i rejected him smoothly. I know he is hurt but i dont like anyone actually.

Finally i am happy. I dont know how much time will this last. Verlin called and texted me. I am not his slave.

I too have a life and friends to talk.

Verlin came to collage to makeup. I saw him speaking to my classmates who are real assholes. Those guys were the worst people in the whole collage. Those guys are really bad they took my number and made it a public thing.

Now i see how this is.

I truely loved him but he like every one. I am deeply hurt with his words now am broken. I walked away into the bus. Verlin constantly called me. I was half of the wat to home picked his call.
Verlin: i am outside at ur collage
Me: who are you waiting for?
Verlin: come on babe come out lets have something outside
Me: am in bus going home
Verlin: but babe i was waiting for you from a very long time
Me: i dont care
Verlin: please stop get down am cumming for you please
Me: nope i have some work u can carry on
Verlin: just meet me once for five minutes.     I will not trouble you.
Me: you spoke enough last time ..
Verlin: please please dont do this
Me: i am getting off the bus and you  just got five minutes.
Verlin: thank you
....

After getting off the bus i found a bakery and sat inside. I ordered a pinapple pastry for me. After few minutes my order arrived. I had it happily. I am still waiting for verlin.