I didn't feel good today so I didn't do anything but sleep and take my medication and watch TV.

I didn't text Maya because I don't want to be annoying and I didn't text my friend because he wouldn't understand.

I feel kind of bad for my friend sometimes, because I know that he tries to help me as much as he can, but I kind of reject him a lot. I don't like getting help from other people unless I really need it and he treats me like I need help all the time. Especially after what happened last March.

It's 3 am right now and I can't sleep because I slept so much during the day and I'm not even tired anymore. But I have nothing to write about so I guess I'll just go.

Sorry Carol.

Oh yeah, my mom said that I'm not allowed to get her lawyer involved in this and I'm supposed to let you read my journal. I'm sorry for getting so mad the other day. Enjoy your reading.