When it finally came time for Luke to lose his virginity, it wasn't anything like he'd expected.

They were at his house watching a movie like they usually did. Luke's mom wasn't home, she was running some errands and said she wouldn't be back until later that evening, so Luke and Ashley had the whole house to themselves.

Luke was enjoying the movie but Ashley didn't seem very interested, and about halfway through she reached over and turned it off, closing Luke's laptop and setting it down on the floor next to his bed.

"What are you doing?" Luke asked, watching Ashley as she crawled across the bed and then climbed on to Luke's lap, straddling him.

"What does it look like I'm doing?" Ashley chuckled, running her hands up Luke's chest. She wrapped her arms around his neck, her fingers tangling themselves in his hair.

"O-Oh." Luke nodded slowly, realizing what was possibly going on. He didn't want to get his hopes up, because Ashley had a habit of making Luke think that he was going to get what he wanted and then stopping them. "Are you sure?"

"Yeah." Ashley nodded. She pulled away from Luke for a second and took her shirt off, throwing it onto the floor. Her chest and neck was already covered in hickeys from the last time they were alone.

"You're positive?" Luke asked again. He didn't want to get too excited if Ashley was just going to back out a few minutes later, that had happened too many times before.

"Yes, Luke, I'm positive." Ashley nodded. She came forward again and began to kiss down Luke's neck. "I want this."

"Okay." Luke said, holding back a moan as Ashley bit and sucked at his skin, definitely leaving a mark.

"Can I take this off?" Ashley asked, tugging on the bottom of Luke's shirt.

"Uh huh." He nodded quickly, already eager to get this whole thing started. His mind was a whole mess of emotions right now, Luke felt like he'd been waiting for this moment for so long and now that it was finally here he didn't know what to do with himself.

Ashley slowly pulled Luke's shirt off of his body and tossed it onto the floor with her own shirt. Then she pulled away and just stared at Luke for a minute, almost like she was rethinking this whole thing.

"What's wrong?" Luke whispered.

"Nothing." Ashley said softly, shaking her head. "I just love you."

"I love you too." Luke responded quickly, partly because he felt bad about never saying it back to her and partly because there was something inside of saying that if Luke didn't tell Ashley he loved her she'd stop all of this right now.

A small smile spread onto Ashley's face and she leaned forward again, this time undoing the button and zipper of Luke's jeans in the process. Between the two of them, they eventually got Luke's tight skinny jeans off of his body and onto the floor, adding to the pile of already discarded clothes.

They eventually got Ashley's jeans off as well, and that's when Luke realized that there were only a few layers separating them. This was really happening, and Luke still felt odd about it.

"Hey, do you think we should maybe do this somewhere else?" Luke asked. He knew that Ashley had done this before but Luke still wanted it to be memorable, so he thought that maybe if they did it somewhere weird or unique she'd have a harder time forgetting about it.

"What do you mean?" Ashley questioned, raising an eyebrow at him. She was probably so weirded out right now, Luke shouldn't have even said anything.

"Well, I mean, you've done this before, probably on a bed, and beds are kind of boring." Luke shrugged. "Maybe the kitchen - "

"I've never done it on a bed before." Ashley said, interrupting Luke.

"Wait, what?" Luke asked, not understanding.

"I did it in the back of a car, I've never had sex on a bed." Ashley explained briefly. Luke was glad that she didn't add a ton of details, he knew that he would only get upset if she did.

"Well, that settles that." Luke laughed nervously, trying to play this whole thing off.

"Yeah." Ashley nodded, bringing her lips back to Luke's. She ran her tongue against his bottom lip, messing around with Luke's lipring and driving him crazy.

"I don't have a condom." Luke blurted out after a minute or two, remembering a very important step.

"Oh, I brought over a few." Ashley said quickly and then climbed off of Luke again, walking over to the other side of his room, where she'd left her jacket. She came back a second later, holding a little silver package in her hands.

"Where did you get them?" Luke questioned.

"I went to the store and bought them on my way here." Ashley shrugged. This time she laid down on the bed and pulled Luke over so he was on top of her, which was a little strange because usually Ashley was the one that liked to be in control of these things.

"Oh." Luke nodded. "So you were planning on us doing this?"

"Well I thought that I might as well buy some just in case." Ashley said, shrugging again. "Better to be safe than sorry!" She joked.

"Wow, you're hilarious." Luke chuckled, even though he didn't think that this was very funny. Luke was nervous, he didn't really want to make jokes right now.

"I know." Ashley laughed again, pulling Luke closer to her.

"Are we really going to do this?" Luke whispered nervously, leaning in enough so his nose was touching Ashley's.

"Yeah, if you want to." Ashley nodded.

"I really want to." Luke said, nodding quickly. He didn't want Ashley to think that he was uninterested in this, Luke had been waiting for this moment for a very long time, this was what he wanted. "I've wanted this for such a long time, I really want to do this."

"Okay." Ashley whispered, kissing Luke on the lips again. Luke shifted his position a little so he was able to deepen the kiss, putting a hand on Ashley's waist to bring her closer to him.

The next few minutes were kind of boring for Luke, they just kissed and of course Luke enjoyed himself, but he was just anxious to actually get the whole sex part started.

But then it all started to go downhill.

First, Luke wouldn't take off his socks.

"Luke." Ashley let out a small laugh, her fingers hooked in the wasitband of Luke's boxers. She'd begun to pull them down a little but then stopped, obviously focusing on something else at the moment.

"What?" Luke asked. He didn't know why Ashley was stopping them. They were finally beginning to get things atarted and Luke wasn't willing to pay attention to anything else at the moment.

"Aren't you going to take off your socks?" Ashley asked.

"Do I need to?" Luke questioned. He'd never heard anything about needing to take off your socks durning sex. Luke didn't think it mattered, anyway.

"Well, I mean, you don't have to..." Ashley trailed off.

"Do you want me to?" Luke asked, noticing that Ashley seemed kind of uncomfortable with Luke keeping his socks on.

"I just thought it was kind of weird that you were keeping them on." Ashley shrugged. "But do whatever you want, Luke, I don't care if you keep your socks on."

"I didn't know that I was supposed to take them off!" Luke groaned, rolling off of Ashley for a second and taking off both of his socks, throwing them onto the floor.

"I've just never heard of anyone keeping their socks on, it's not a big deal." Ashley let out an annoyed sigh, and Luke was beginning to think that he was actually never going to have sex. It just seemed like there was always something stopping this from happening.

"If it's not a big deal then why did you have to bring it up?" Luke questioned, getting back into the position he was in before, so he was once again on top of Ashley. "Now I feel all embarassed, why do you have to be such a jerk?" He whined.

"I just asked a question!" Ashley groaned.

"Fine, whatever." Luke scoffed. "Did Michael take his socks off when he had sex with you, is that why you expect every guy to take their socks off?"

"Can we please not talk about Michael right now?" Ashley rolled her eyes.

"Fine." Luke repeated, leaning down and pressing his lips to Ashley's again to stop himself from saying anything esle.

Second, Luke stopped and almost had a panic attack.

"I don't know if I can do this." Luke said quickly, pulling away from Ashley again. She'd just handed Luke the condom (and asked if he wanted her to help put it on, but Luke refused) and it finally hit Luke that within minutes he would be doing something that he'd been waiting years to do.

"Why are you so scared?" Ashley asked, pulling him back to her and slowly leaving kisses down Luke's neck. "You're not going to mess up, Luke, I promise."

"I'm just scared." Luke said, nervously biting down on his bottom lip.

"There's really nothing to be scared about." Ashley whispered, her lips still brushing against Luke's skin as she spoke.

"My heart is beating so fast." Luke laughed quietly to himself, realizing it for the first time. He grabbed Ashley's hand, making her feel his chest. "See?"

"It's always like that." Ashley smiled, looking up at Luke.

"I'm so nervous." Luke whispered.

"Don't be." Ashley shook her head, quickly kissing Luke on the corner of his mouth. "Just relax, if you stress out too much you're not going to enjoy this."

"I'm not trying to stress out, I just can't help it." Luke said, fiddling around with the strap of Ashley's bra. Finally she sat up and unclasped it, letting it fall to the floor with every other piece of clothing they'd take off. Just that alone probably could have given Luke a heart attack.

"You just need to calm down." Ashley chuckled, running her fingers through Luke's hair again and tugging softly on the ends. He loved when she did that, he loved when she did a lot of things, he loved her.

"Ashley, you have to promise me that if I mess up you won't hate me forever." Luke said, finding it hard to tear his eyes away from Ashley's newly exposed chest.

"I'm not going to hate you forever!" Ashley laughed. "It's okay that you're nervous, Luke, everyone's kind of nervous their first time."

"Were you nervous?" Luke asked. He thought that maybe he would feel better if he knew that Ashley also felt the same way when she had sex for the first time. He wouldn't feel like such a dork.

"Yes." Ashley nodded.

"I just don't want to mess up - "

Ashley pulled Luke forward again, wrapping her arms around his neck and kissing him hard to try and ease his nerves. Luke ran his hands down Ashley's sides, stopping at her hips. He separated from Ashley and took a few deep breaths, trying to calm himself down.

"We don't have to do this if you don't want to, Luke..." Ashley said slowly.

Luke shook his head quickly, not wanting to stop. He wanted to do this, he needed to do this. Luke had been teased about being a virgin too long for him to stop now.

"No, no, we're doing this." Luke said, quickly reaching down and pulling his boxers down his legs, hoping that maybe if he moved fast enough he'd be able to forget about how scared he was.

"Oh, okay." Ashley said, clearly startled. Luke took off Ashley's underwear as well, leaving a few kisses along her stomach and thighs as he pulled them down.

"Give me the condom again." Luke said, holding his hand out. Ashley sighed and handed Luke the condom package, and it took him about two minutes to actually get it on but once he did he was ready to go, no longer nervous.

"Okay, how do I do this?" Luke muttered to himself, trying to figure out how he was actually supposed to get all of this started.

"Do I really have to explain it to you?" Ashley asked sarcastically. "I thought you watched enough porn to know this."

"No, you don't have to explain this to me." Luke scoffed, rolling his eyes at her. "Do you want me to start now, or...?"

"Yeah." Ashley nodded quickly.

Luke licked his lips, trying to stall this for as long as he could. "I just want to make sure I do this right, I don't want to go too fast or too slow so just tell me if I - "

"Luke, please." Ashley begged.

"Wow, okay." Luke nodded and then slowly pushed into her, biting down on his bottom lip. Ashley let out a small moan which made Luke moan as well, his slow thrusts beginning to pick up speed a little.

Then, Luke would not shut up.

"What are you doing?" Ashley asked, noticing that Luke had stopped. She had her legs wrapped around his torso, because Luke had finally gotten the hang of this and wasn't being so damn awkward anymore.

"I think I have to sneeze." Luke said and turned and sneezed into his arm, not really caring that he was in the middle of having sex.

"Bless you." Ashley laughed, then pulled Luke down again and kissed along his neck. Her lips trailed down to his collarbone, where she tugged at the skin with her teeth, leaving more marks.

Luke moaned and then began thrusting again, remembering how good it felt and how he wanted to keep going.

"Shit, my heart is beating so fast." Luke said, pretty out of breath. He hadn't heard from anyone about sex being this tiring, and maybe it was just because Luke was really out of shape, but he literally felt like his heart was going to burst right out of his chest.

"Uh huh." Ashley nodded, obviously not caring about Luke's heart at the moment.

"Am I supposed to feel this tired? I feel really tired." Luke rambled on, seeming to forget again that he was in the middle of having sex and he wasn't supposed to try and have a conversation during it.

"I don't know." Ashley shrugged. She ran her fingernails down Luke's back and his thrusts got faster, both of them letting out quiet moans as they came closer to their climaxes.

"Do you want to flip over?" Luke asked after another few seconds. He just hated how quiet they were, he thought that things were a lot less awkward when there were some words being exchanged between the two of them.

"No." Ashley said, quickly shaking her head. "Maybe next time."

"Oh my God, there's going to be a next time?" Luke gasped, still surprised that he was even having sex in the first place. He couldn't imagine him possibly doing it again. "Fuck, there's going to be a next time?"

"Yeah." Ashley nodded.

"O-Oh my God." Luke repeated and left a few kisses across Ashley's chest, making sure to leave a hickey on her collarbone just like she'd done to him a few minutes earlier.

"Uh uh." Ashley said quietly, nodding again. She ran her hands down Luke's chest, trying to do anything she could to possibly bring him closer to her.

"I think next time we should try to - "

"Luke." Ashley said a little too loudly, cutting him off.

"What?" Luke asked and then bit back another moan, knowing that he wasn't going to be able to last for much longer.

"Please shut up." Ashley said, just a little too harshly. "We can talk about all of this later."

"Okay." Luke nodded and continued doing what he was doing before, deciding that maybe it would be better if they just stopped talking for a little while.

"Thanks." Ashley said blankly. Luke really hoped that he hadn't ruined this.

"I love you." Luke whispered, burying his face in the crook of Ashley's neck.

He wasn't afraid of saying it anymore. Luke knew that he loved Ashley and he knew that she loved him back and that's what was important. Luke had waited to lose his virginity to someone that he really did care about and that just made Luke feel proud of himself, because for once he felt like he'd done something right.

But Ashley didn't respond in the way that Luke wanted her to, she just dug her nails into his back again and told him to keep going.

When they were done, Luke fell asleep almost right away.

"That was way better than just jacking off." Luke let out a sigh, rolling off of Ashley and onto the other side of the bed. He took off the condom and tossed it into the trash can next to his bed.

"Yeah." Ashley nodded.

"I'm so tired." Luke said, still trying to catch his breath. He crawled under the covers and held the other side up for Ashley, who hesitantly crawled in next to Luke.

"Are you okay?" Luke asked, noticing how unusually quiet Ashley was again.

"Yeah, I'm fine." Ashley nodded, wrapping her arms around Luke's waist and resting her head on his chest.

"You know, that really wasn't anything like I expected." Luke mumbled, letting out a small yawn.

"Well, I hate to say I told you so..." Ashley chuckled softly, tracing patterns into Luke's chest with one of her fingers.

"You're so funny." Luke laughed quietly, having trouble keeping his eyes open.

"I know." Ashley whispered.

"I just feel kind of weird." Luke muttered, slowly closing his eyes. He knew that he was going to fall asleep within the next few minutes and he hoped that Ashley wouldn't mind. "I mean, you were just my best friend a few months ago and now you're my girlfriend and we're, you know, naked."

"Luke, there's something that I really have to tell you." Ashley whispered, but before she got the chance to say anything Luke had fallen asleep.

And when he woke up a few hours later, Ashley was gone.

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I HATE WRITING SMUT SO MUCH SO IM SORRY IF THIS IS AWKWARD BUT HEY IT WAS ACTUALLY MEANT TO BE REALLY AWKWARD SO I GUESS IT WORKS

I feel like this was short was it short im sorry

there's still so much drama to come I can't even just get ready guys it's gonna be good