I woke up a little later than usual today. Emilia came into my room at 4am but I persuaded her to get into my bed and go to sleep for a little longer, I closed my eyes to try and get some more sleep too. Emilia snuggled into my arms and she fell asleep almost instantly. An hour and half later we both were awake again and Eduardo was now in my room too, when did he get here.

"Morning Mr Wardo" I smiled to my younger brother who smiled over to me. He looked excited and happy which made me smile for the first time in ages I've honestly felt happy and I'm not faking it.

"Santas been" Eduardo laughed and I smiled, I send Emilia to get her Santa bag since Eduardo had already brought his into me. I sat up in my bed and climbed out where my Santa bag was. Emilia soon came into my room again and I helped her onto my bed.

"Look Santa got me chocolate" Emilia giggled looking through her Santa bag. I opened my bag and saw I had a bag of retro sweets, chocolate pizza and a chocolate make-up set for the food side of the bag. In the santa bag I also had a tote which was so cute, it had a unicorn and I loved it, it was honestly the cutest thing ever

"Essie we go down to mummy and daddy" Eduardo asked bouncing on my bed.

"Alright then, I'll carry your bags" I told my younger brother picking up my Santa bag and also picking up both Emilia and Eduardos before picking my phone up and holding it tight in my hands so I didn't drop it. I followed the excited children out of my room and down the stairs to mum and dad's room, I poked my head into our parents room watching as Emilia and Eduardo jump onto mum and dads bed making me laugh. Dad rolls over and picks his camera up while turning on the lamp on his bedside table.

"Merry Christmas Dad" I smiled perching myself on the end of the bed placing Emilias bag on my right and Eduardos on my left while I put mine in front of me. Dad turned the camera on and began the vlog

"Good morning friends, we're all in mine and Anna's bed since it's Christmas. These little monkeys came and jumped on our bed leaving Eliza with their Santa bags and it looks like Mr Eduardo has started eating his chocolate already" dad grinned making me laugh. I sat on the floor and continued to look through my Santa bag. I was in awe seeing a really cute nail polish, it was rainbow sprinkles and it had a unicorn head, a freaking unicorn head, I knew I would definitely be using it soon, before I go back to the unit in fact. I also had a 'make your own ballerina' DIY kit which will definitely be a video idea for when I'm discharged from hospital, I got s second DIY kit which was 'Make your own puppy' which I might even use for a video too. 

"So what have you all got?" Mum asked as I got half way through my Santa bag, I let Emilia and Eduardo show mum and dad what they got while I continued once again looking through my bag. I pulled out a cute flower crown which was large and I had to put it on immediately. I had a light on a rope for my room which was another one to add to my collection which helps at night, it keeps the figure away, it's like it protects me, along with the light on a rope I have a changing colour light up cat and it's also one of the cutest things ever. I had a cute cat compact mirror which I knew I would be taking everywhere in my bag. Finally in my Santa bag selfie phone light and it's obvious I'll be using it all the time, I take so many selfies so why wouldn't I use it.

Soon Emilia and Eduardo had both shown mum and dad what they got from Santa and it was my turn, I got up with my Santa bag and sat on the bed. Dad was still Vlogging.

"I'll definitely be using this a lot" I showed mum my selfie light which was the first thing I decided to show them. I continued showing mum and Dad what I got while I obsessed over the nail polish and the selfie lights

"Milia do you want your nails painted?" I asked the smiling Four year old playing with one of her new toys.

"Yes please Essie" Emilia giggled and I sat cross legged on the bed and picked my nail polish up to paint her nails. Emilia giggled as I painted her nails. It was half six and we were all cuddled up in mum and dads bed, I was right in the middle while Emilia was on the left of me with mum while Eduardo was on the right of me with dad and before I knew we all fell asleep again. I woke up again only half an hour later but just laying in bed not wanting to disturb anyone else.

At around half seven everyone was once again awake and we all went downstairs. Emilia and Eduardo were full on excited going down the stairs, they began opening presents handed to them while I snapchatted quickly for the first time in months. I sat down on the floor and opened the first present I was handed. It was from mum and Dad and it was a light up pineapple which was purple, I knew I was definitely going to love this. Dad handed me the next presents which was also from both my parents which was a pack of two nail polishes by 'Essie' they were in a coral colour and purple. I continued opening up the presents from mum and dad and got pineapple string fairy lights which obviously I loved too. I got a pack of 5 EOS lip balms which I've always loved and they would last me awhile I knew that. I also got a bunch of clothes which I needed, they were mostly long sleeve tops and dresses so I didn't have to show my arms to anyone.

"Thank you Mummy, Daddy" I smiled looking at the presents had just opened, I loved it all.

"Eliza I got you this" mum smiled handing me a small wrapped box which I opened and it revealed this lovely necklace set, which is probably the cutest ever, I gave her one of them too. Their was two circles then a small heart which was the middle one. 

'The Love Between Mother And Daugher' is what the biggest necklace read.

'Is Forever & Ever' are what the last two said. I gave mum the middle necklace so it goes in between the two I have.

"I love it mummy" I smiled with a tear in my eye, why was everyone being so nice to be after I've messed a lot up. I soon had another pile of presents and they were from Emilia and Eduardo and let's just start with saying I had got some more cute things. I got unicorn string lights to add to my ever growing collection of lights, a emoji long sleeve jumper with matching bottems and a fidget cube which will help with my anxiety and my panicking when I go out, Which has started to happen over the last few months and fidget things like a cube or my tangled have both helped.

From Oma and Erika I got a lush bath bomb set with a snowman bath bomb, a glitter bath bomb and cute other ones which were blue. I also go some more nail polish by 'Essie' which I loved. The brand was my favourite because the shades they do and because they are named after me,   Well that's how I see it.

After opening presents we had breakfast before dad had brought in one more presents which was for Emilia and Eduardo aswell something for me.

"Right Emilia, Eduardo this is for you both to share" dad told the youngster who nodded and opened. I stood grinning already knowing what it was, a toy car for them both, I have to admit I would have loved to have one of these when I was younger. They opened it and immediately wanted to play with it but dad had to charge the car

"Come on Eliza open it" dad smiled so I began opening the presents and saw the box, my own ring lights and tripod. This was insane, I don't even expect them.

"Thank you" I smiled, I gave dad a hug and then gave mum one too before giving my siblings a hug. Emilia and Eduardo wanted a house building out of all the boxes so I decided to make one for them.

"Right you two, go and play with your toys while I build you a house" I laughed shooing them away jokingly.

"Hey friends, it's been a good day for me today, I've been happy. I'm currently sat in the hallways with all these boxes so I can create the cheeky monkeys I call my brother and sister a house, let's see how creative I can be" I laughed as I vlogged I set the camera up so it was watching me, grabbed a pair of scissors from the kitchen and colours to draw on the box. I began by drawing on the front door and the windows onto the main box which is made from the toy car Box, I cut the door out and grabbed a small box from one of emilias toys and made a small cube for the handle. I cut the windows out and added a chimney. I drew on the roof in pinks and reds and paused

"So friends I'm half way finished in making this house, so far it's pretty and I would have loved to play in this when I was Emilias and Eduardos age" I laughed looking up and seeing dad standing behind me.

"Hey, like the house so far" I grinned still Vlogging myself while dad was also Vlogging.

"It looks amazing Princess" dad smiled and kneeled down beside me

"Would you like some help?" Dad asked making me shrug, it would be nice to have dad help my finish the house so in agreed for him to do so.

"With this box I want a door cutting out so they can move between here and here" I gestured to dad who nodded and he began cutting a doorway for one box while I did the other. Once we finished building the house I drew on it and added a number for the house and soon it was al finished and If I do say so myself it looked pretty cool.

"I'll go call the kids in" dad smiled and I nodded. I crawled into the house myself and hid ready surprise my little brother and sister.

"Elizabeth finished your house" I heard dad say and then both the kids opened the door and I 'attacked' them with tickles

"Thank you Essie, I love t" Emilia giggles while I continued tickling her making her laugh so much,

"I love it" Eduardo squealed excitedly before I tickled him. Both of my siblings were soon laughing on the floor laughing while I tickled them.

"Please stop" Emilia laugh shouted which sounded so funny I couldn't help but laugh myself. Mum soon called us to dinner and it smelt lovely, what am I saying everything mum coooks is lovely and I'm not just saying that because she's my mother, I'm saying it because it's true. If she wanted she could have her own restaurant but she's got three kids and a fourth on the way aswell as six dogs so at the moment it would definitely be hard if she had her own restaurant. We sat down to eat our meal before going onto the living room to watch Tv, we watched Christmas films us kids even fell asleep. Well up until I woke up screaming form Another Nightmare, I couldn't move, it was like I as frozen and it really did scare me. The rest of the day was so much fun, more movies, chocolate and games, as well as hyjacking emilia and Eduardos toy car and almost crashing into the trampoline.

Maybe today was just a one off or maybe things were actually starting to look up for me. Only time will tell I guess.