"What the fuck?"

"I SAID WHAT I SAID!"

"Why the fuck would I want to have a child?" Levi continued to eye me with confusion.

bc society says u should & i wanna stay alive xoxo

"An heir???? UNLESS??? YOU ALREADY HAVE ONE?????" I frowned, scooting further away from him.

CONSPIRACY

"I don't have a fucking kid."

THAT'S HARSH LANGUAGE TO USE ABT UR CHILD

"LEVI!" I gasped, "WHAT WOULD YOUR CHILD SAY???"

IF I WAS HIS KID I WOULD BE CRYING

"NOTHING I DON'T HAVE A CHILD!"

OH MY GOD I MIGHT HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF A CHILD-

"IM SO SORRY BUT I DON'T THINK I CAN BE A GOOD MOTHER TO YOUR CHILD! I MEAN- I CAN BARELY TAKE CARE OF MYSELF-"

"-Y/N I DON'T HAVE A KID."

OH WELL-

"IM JUST SAYING- I WOULD BE A BAD MOTHER!"

"Then why the fuck would you suggest having an heir?" Levi let out a long exasperated sigh.

BECAUSE I DONT WANT YOU TO KILL ME

"BECAUSE I VALUE MY LIFE??????? IS IT THAT HARD TO GRASP?????"

IS IT INSANE OF ME TO NOT WANT DEATH????

"Was there ever a threat on your life?"

"YOU'RE THE ONE WHO MADE IT?"

"NO???"

"YES????????"

WHY ELSE WOULD YOU START EXPLAINING HOW ALONE WE WERE?????

"Why the fuck would I go through all this trouble just to murder you on the road?" Levi scoffed.

I DONT KNOW YOU SEEM CAPABLE OF IT

"Then why did you???? Start telling me about how alone we were????????"

YOU BASICALLY SAID THAT NO ONE WAS GOING TO HEAR MY SCREAM

I HAD EVERY RIGHT TO BE TERRIFIED

!!!

"Are you an idiot?"

YES !!! AND PROUD !!!

"Did you not know that?"

"Apparently not," he groaned.

so you're finally realizing what you walked into ok we stan.

"Ah well, you're stuck with this idiot now so you should get used to it :/"

"I might take you up on that murder thing now."

"NO?? PLEASE DONT??? I VALUE MY LIFE!"

THERE ARE BETTER WAYS TO GET RID OF ME

for example paying me off-

good idea

"Calm down I'm not going to fucking kill you-"

"-Then why would you start talking about how 'empty these roads should be' ?????" I frowned.

WHAT ELSE WOULD YOU BE IMPLYING ?????

"You have to be kidding me-" Levi continued to mutter quietly to himself.

HHHHHHHHHH

"I would never kid about my life- other people's lives maybe but NEVER MINE!"

that's just the truth

"I'm not going to kill you- I was referring to the brat who stopped us earlier-"

?????

"What about what you said had anything to do with him?"

"I meant to say that it's suspicious that anyone would be on this road- there were probably more waiting for us to lower our guard."

oh.

"You mean- you told me that we were all alone to suggest that there was a possibility that someone was trying to kill me?????"

EITHER WAY MY LIFE IS IN QUESTION

"Exactly," he responded bluntly.

IM-

"You did it in the worst way just so you know," I pouted, leaning back in my seat.

YOU'D BETTER KNOW :////

"Well that's obvious now."

"Good."

RESUME AWKWARD SILENCE

I HATE THIS

I KNOW

"Why were you so hesitant to tell me in the first place? We could've avoided any confusion if you had just told me." I frowned, my eyes wandering.

The heavy curtains don't do anything for the atmosphere in here.

"Would you have wanted me to tell you that some brat outside was going to be murdered?"

WELL I MEAN-

"IF YOU HAD JUST EXPLAINED IT TO ME I WOULD HAVE UNDERSTOOD-" I paused, gathering myself. "That 'brat' was probably trying to kill us, and look- I don't seem to have any trouble with it."

ITS TRUE!

NOTHING PHASES ME ANYMORE

I MEAN CONSIDERING THE PACE AT WHICH THINGS HAVE BEEN PROGRESSING NOTHING SHOULD

I watched as Levi looked me over before letting out a short laugh.

THATS TERRIFYING

"I never expected this to be easy- so just tell me things from now on," I sighed, turning away from him once more.

If anything he's my biggest threat.

"Sure I'll tell you 'things' from now on."

I CAN FEEL HIM ROLLING HIS EYES.

"Good."

ITS QUIET AGAIN.

Every minute of silence is another 10 years off of my life.

UNBEARABLE.

I reached up for the curtain flicking it open so I could get a better view of the procession of carriages behind us.

COME TO THINK OF IT WE'RE A MASSIVE TARGET.

but its ok Hanji is sexy and powerful she will protect us.

ur so right <3

"It's too bright," Levi grumbled, turning away from the open curtain.

OH MY GOD VAMPIRE THEORY CONFIRMED???

"I HAVE A QUESTION!" I blurted out.

HES A VAMPIRE OH MY GOD

Levi stared at me, a mix of frustration and amusement clear on his face.

ok ok calm down Y/N this is very important.

"Are you-" I stared him straight in the eyes. "ARE YOU A VAMPIRE?"

OKOK NOW WE WAIT

"What the fuck."

"I GOT IT RIGHT DIDN'T I???? THAT'S WHY YOU TRY TO BE ALL DARK AND MYSTERIOUS AND WHY YOU LIKE THE CURTAINS CLOSED????"

GENIUS Y/N! NOTHING BUT GENIUS!

"You think I'm a bloodsucking asshole because I want the curtains closed?" He furrowed his brows, "nevermind that- you think that vampires are real?"

WELL YEAH

I DO BECAUSE YOU'RE ONE

THE PROOF IS RIGHT THERE

"AM I WRONG?"

____________________________

Y/N is never wrong !! 

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