Everyone outfits at top!

Kelli's POV

I look down at my three babies in my arms, Melanie in my left arm, Adrian in my right and Sophia laying on my chest. We have been like this since j got home, laying in bed. Right now they all were asleep and I know I should be to but my brain won't let me.

Just then the bedroom door opens and Jason steps in. He smiles and walks over to me, he carefully climbs into bed and takes Adrian out of my hands.

"Shouldn't you get some sleep, we are moving tomorrow" he whispers while patting Adrian's back. I almost forgot that we are finally moving up to Canada tomorrow. I looked over at the clock and it is 2:48 am.

"Don't you mean today" I say with a light laugh. Jason does the same but gets up, picking up Sophia as well, he walks out of the room the after a minute comes back to get Mel. Once all the babies are in their beds he walks over to me and cuddles into my side.

"Tell me what's on your mind" Jason says playing with my fingers. He sees the burns on my hands and starts to kiss them, then rub them.

"I'm a horrible person" I say finally breaking out. I don't even try to stop the tears from falling because I know that only more tears will replace them.

"No your not baby, your are the sweetest more caring loving person I have ever met. You are beautiful and the best mother I know" Jason says pulling me closer to his body. I shake my head and push away from him

"No, you don't understand. I was going to kill my parents" I say shaking my head. My voice could barely been heard.

"You what?" He asks me. I sigh and sit up, leaning against the headboard. Jason did the same and pulled me into his side.

"Go ahead and explain" he says rubbing my arm. I take a breath in before letting it out.

"Ok, so he made me kill innocent eighteen people, like not actually kill them but I had to pick who lives and who dies. I only did it because he said i could go home if I did. Every time I said no he would cut me, burn me or whip me." I pauses taking another breath.

"They were so innocent. All they did was borrow money from the wrong person and they dies because of me" I say crying harder. I know that I'm supposed to be tough and fearless and that I have killed many many people before, but these people didn't do anything wrong.

"So after all that I asked if I could leave but he told me no. The only way he would think about letting me leave is if I killed a couple. I though that was ok until I saw who it was" i say, my voice was getting a little stronger but now it's back to where it was.

"My parents, Pattie and Dom them Jeramy and Melissa" I finally say. Jason tenses beside me then speaks up.

"Where they there?" He asks in an angry tone. I shake my head no.

"No, there are ok. They were in their homes" I say trying to calm him down. He nods and let's out a breath.

"Well just think about it like this, you did what you had to do to get out of there and come home." He says kissing my head. I nod and lean up to kiss him on the lips.

"We should get some sleep, long day tomorrow" Jason says after a minute. I nod and cuddle deeper into his chest.

---------------

"Kelli where my beanie?!?" Jason yells from the bedroom down the hall. I was in the twins room trying to change and dress both of them.

"It should be with your other clothes. I laid them all out for you"i shout back. I look down at little Sophia and help fix her headband. I move over to Adrian and strap on his little shoes. The door opens and Pattie walks in with Mel on her hip, I smile at them. Pattie is over here helping pack the clothes and get all the kids together. She and Dom are moving up to Canada as well so it is a plus.

"I found it" Jason says walking into the room. I smile at his outfit that I laid out for him. His jean jacket with red collar, black pants and that sexy beanie.

"Kelli why don't you and mom go ahead to the car, I'll bring out the bags" Jason says kissing Mel on the head. I nod and put the babies in their car seats. Me and Pattie walk out of the room and down into the living room.

"Kelli, I have to tell you something and I want you to be the first to know. I don't want to tell Jason or the other boys because you know how they get" she says as we walk over to the car. I nod and look over at her. I can she that she is very nervous which scares me a little. We get all the kids in the car and shut the door, Pattie was going to follow us to the private airport so she has her own car behind ours.

"Umm, I'm pregnant" she says with almost shame in her voice. I was shocked at this news, Pattie is pregnant!

"I know I'm getting older and im not as young as I once was but I really wanted another child. Me and Dom thought about it and I really want this" she says with a smile.

"So you and Dom are going to have this baby together?" I ask her. Im happy for them I really am, im just a little shocked.

"Yes. I really think that he's the one."she says blushing like a school girl.

"I am so happy for you Pattie and hopefully you will get a girl" I say pulling her into a hug. She laughs and hugs me back.

"No, you are my daughter" she says pulling back and brushing my hair. I smile and pull her back into another hug.

"Aye why is everyone so happy and huggy out here?" Jason asks bringing the last few bags out.

"Just happy about finally going back home" I say pulling away from Pattie. She sends me a smile and kisses Jason on the cheek and waves to the kids before getting in her car and driving to the airport.

"So are your ready my sexy wife?" Jason asks pulling me closer to him. I laugh and nod my head before kissing him on the lips. We pull away once we remember the kids where in the car.

"Let's go" Jason says putting the bags in the trunk and opening my door for me. I get in and buckle up, looking back at the kids to make sure they are ok.

"The gang is already at the airport" I say once Jason gets in and starts to drive. He nods and grabs ahold on my hand, kissing the knuckles.

------ skipping flight, new home!-------
Jason's POV
"Mommy I wove me new oom!!" Melanie shouts running around Kelli's legs. We both laugh as Mel runs all over her new room. The walls were pink of course, there was a white bed and all the dressers were white as well. She jumps on the bed and starts wiggles around.

"Ok Mel it's bath time. Who do you want to give you a bath me or daddy?" Kelli asks her while leaning against my chest. Mel sits there and thinks about it before standing up and walking over to us.

"Daddy!" She yells grabbing my hand and pulling me with her. Kelli and I both laugh.

"Ok, go in the bathroom and pick out what bubbles you want" I say to her. She nods and runs off to the bathroom, I turn and look at Kelli who is still in Mel's room.

"She takes after you" Kelli says with a laugh. I walk up to her and pull her close to me, so her hips or against mine.

"Please your the crazy one, especially in bed" i say, whispering the last part in her ear. She gasps and slaps my chest.

"I'm just saying the truth. So why don't tonight we celebrate the new house Huh?" I say kissing up and down her neck, she lets out a quite moan until we hear noises coming from the baby monitor. I pull away and Kelli sighs before kissing me and walking off, moving her hips from side to side.

"Your killing me babe" I say looking at her. She looks before her shoulder and winks then walks into the twins room. I roll my eyes and walk into Mel's room, over to her dresser and pull out a pair of Sleeping Beauty pjs.

I walk into the bathroom to see Melanie sitting on the close toilet seat, swinging her legs back and forth.

"Ready princess?" I ask her with a smile. She nods and I turn on the water while she gets ready for the bath. I put her blue bubbles that she picks out in the water. Once the bath was full and not to hot I put her in the bath.

She plays with the bubbles and a toy princess in the bath. I wash her hair, back, arms, legs and stomach but I don't touch anything else. Even thought im her father I still down feel comfortable cleaning everything. Even with Sophia I don't like changing her diaper, but I don't have a problem with Adrian. I don't know.

"Ok princess all done. Do you want out or do you want to play?" I ask her wiping my hands dry. She just continues playing so I guess that my answer.

"daddy" Mel says after a minute of playing. She looks up at me with her big brown eyes.

"Yes sweetie" I say moving the bubbles out of her hair.

"Wat you and mama do?" She asks me. I sigh, I knew we would have to tell them one day but not now.

"We just make sure the bad guys don't mess with us or anyone we care about." I say. She nods and puts on her thinking face.

"Why did dat man take me, buter and sis?" She asks me again. I sigh and rub my face, why couldn't Kelli have given her this bath.

"You see Mel, there are bad people in the world. These guys were just some of them, but I promise you that mommy and daddy with always keep the bad people away from you and your brother and sister ok" I say kissing her on the head. She nods and smile.

----

After an hour of fighting with Mel to put her pjs on and getting her into bed she is finally sleeping. I close her bedroom door a little bit so it is still open and walk across the hall to the twins room. I walk in to see both of them sleeping soundly in their own cribs.

I kiss them on the heads and walk out of the room, leaving the door cracked. I walk down the hall to the very end where my bedroom is. I walk in to see Kelli watching Texas Chainsaw Massacre, I roll my eye and climb into the bed, well into Kelli. I grab the remote and turn the tv off.

"Hey I was watching that" she says in a sad voice. I laugh and kiss up and down her neck.

"So how did the bath go?" She asks once I stopped. I laid on top of her with my head on her chest, her hands running up and down my back.

"It went ok, she was asking questions about what we do and why those people took her" I say. I look up at her, her long blonde hair tied up into a messy bun. Her brown eyes look down at mine.

"Well she was going to sooner or later" she says with a shrug. I nod and lay my head back down on her chest. After a couple minutes she speaks up.

"I think we should have your family over for dinner this week. Like your dad and his family then Pattie and Dom. Hell the gang can come if they want we have enough room for everyone" she says. I look up at her and think about it.

"It would be a good way to break in the house, maybe Friday or something" i say. She nods and smiles. I crawl up so my face is inches away from hers

"But I know of a better way to break in the house" I say in her ear, I kiss her ear and work my way down her neck.

"Ok but you have to be quite. The twins were a pain to get to sleep the first time and j don't want to go through that again" she says with a laugh. I nod and kiss her.

:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::;:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

I didn't forget to write or it didn't get deleted, I just left it to your imagination.

Please ready the new author note book for this story! It gives all the updates, sneak peeks and so much more!!

Thanks for reading
-Bella💋