The next day was pretty much the same, I couldn't keep my temper in at the moment, any little thing made me angry to the point where I didn't know what to do. 

"What's got into you?" Jayce asks as we walked home from school.

"Nothing." I replied grumpily.

"Well why you getting into trouble all the time again then?" he asks.

"Your not my social worker you know you don't have to quiz me on my behaviour." I shot back

"I care about you Teagen, It's like you have just given up trying."

"Well maybe if everyone just got off my back for a minute. Maybe this is me trying Jayce, maybe this is as much as I can do now." I say becoming frustrated

"Teags, what do you mean?"

"I am trying Jayce but my life Is a mess right now. Do you know how hard it is to try and fight your own head. I want to build up these walls so I don't get hurt by my own brother again and yet I know that I can't do that because then I go back to being the rude horrible Teagen that does stuff she shouldn't do. I can't win Jayce, I can't keep pretending just to make everyone happy." I explain.

"You don't have to make everyone happy. You don't have to see your brother if you don't want too." He replies.

"I don't know what I want."

||A little while later||

Me and Jayce had walked round the park for a while, whilst I tried to get my head straight. Mike knew I was staying out for a bit since I had texted him but I was running a little late. 

"You're late." mike says as I walk through the door.

"Your watch is broken." I reply.

"Teagen." He calls.

"What!" I shout.

"Report."

"Lost it."

"Well I have a phone call from your French teacher about yesterday and a phone call from you Maths teacher about today. So we need to talk in the office." Mike tells me 

"I didn't even do anything." I try to defend myself.

"Teagen you swore in your French lesson and you were disruptive in your maths lesson." He reminds me.

"and done worse."

"Teagen that's not the point and you know it. What's happened? Why are you acting up again?" He asks.

"I'm not."

"Teagen"

"It just kind of happens, there's so much stuff going around in my head I just cant concentrate and then I get called out on it and my brain just goes what have you got to loose and I doing stuff I know I shouldn't be doing." I explain.

"Liam, I need him to go Mike." I add

"He's got nowhere to go." Mike tells me

"I don't care Mike, It's my life that's being ruined. All I can think about is him leaving, everything that's happened since then Harley, the beach, the police, Jack, everything." I say becoming frustrated by the situation I was in. why was I always the one suffering the consequences from others.

"Teagen I can't just kick him out if he has nowhere to go give me some time to find him a placement." Mike tries to compromise with me. 

"I don't have time Mike, I can't think straight. Him or me." Before I have even had time to think about what I am saying I have already said it. Well I guess there is no going back now.

"Teagen you can't ..."

"I can he leaves or I leave." I say and with that I walk out of the office only to see Liam standing in the hallway.